Nightshift Assembly

The House

2006-05-23T02:59:00.000+08:00

Part VA man was waiting for me at the end of the alley, hiding in the corner. He wasn't too smart. I could see his shadow breaking the light from the street lamp above him.One of the things my education taught me was that there is always a choice. Always. And when things don't turn out the way you want them to, then you choose to live with it and adapt. That's how you survive, my teacher said.My

Teach me...

2006-02-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

English.. english.. english. I knew that eventually they'll be implementing the Speak in English policy to help the engineers "polish" their english communication. I must admit that we do need this and it's a pitty that they have to implement it in a very childish manner. Wear the hat if you get caught. I guess this is the most effective way to do it since we must admit that we are childish in

The House

2005-11-10T06:06:00.000+08:00

Part IVI left my hotel room and went down the stairs. The elevator was working but I needed to breathe, needed to clear my head and focus. The booze was starting to kick in. My senses were coming alive. I could feel the air as it passed along the hair on my forearms. My face felt like tiny needles were prodding it. My hand felt every groove, every bump on the banister as I went down.I was

The House

2005-11-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

Part IIII awoke to the sound of a car horn piercing the silence of the night. I'd fallen asleep on the chair. The bottle I'd been drinking was empty. That was when the headache kicked in. Felt like the world was tipping over.Through the haze I saw her. She wore the same dress that fell on my bedroom floor on the last night we were together. She told me it was her way of saying she was dressed to

The House

2005-10-20T04:21:00.000+08:00

Part IIWhen I was a kid I was addicted to sweets. Sure, every kid liked candy every now and then but I was really, really into it. My pockets were always full of the stuff. I'd eat them just after waking up, then eat another after breakfast. By noon, I'd have sucked, swallowed, chewed and gnawed around twenty of all sorts of candy, gum and whatever I could get my hands on.I was in the kitchen

The House

2005-10-15T04:58:00.000+08:00

Part IIt's been raining since morning. I can hear its constant battery on the roof of this sorry excuse for a hotel. My bag was on the bed, unopened, doing the same waiting I've been doing since I got here. The bottle's already halfway through. I take a sip from my drink and continue watching.The window across the street looked ordinary. Not one clue of the events that took place inside the room.

Panaghoy sa Ulanan (Emong's Reprise)

2005-08-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

I'm back to catching raindrops again. To each one a name, but your name I can't seem to find. How could I? You are just a name, a face, a single drop among all others, and the possibility divides infinitely in every direction, every second.I run barefoot, but it doesn't matter, for nobody can see me. I cry only to find out I cry alone, and it won't matter if the sky will cry with me; it can only

Some Words from Cheng

2005-07-23T10:21:00.000+08:00

To say that Ive always been exaggeratedly blessed is definitely an understatement. During that time when I was stripped to the bone of my soul, left only with raw spiritual resources for survival, it was only then that I was able to genuinely grow w/ my capacity to love, dream, live life, & truly appreciate all the angels that our Lord has sent from heaven to take the best care of me: my friends.

Statement

2005-07-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

Thoughts drowning in hateA flash of light emergesIn our bleak and weary stateHe sings to us a songOf beauty, darkness and love.Song that must have beenSent from the stars aboveDrifting from its shallow groundA dilapidating world turns to hear.A spark fills our eyes once moreStrength takes place of fearWhen we have deserted by allWe know that this will last.Deep-rooted insecuritiesAre all decaying

Nightstalker's Reprise

2005-07-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

Logic...I was given the power to reasonAnd yet it has faded...Eloquence...The magic of language I possesAnd seem to have lost...Surrealism...The color of life to whichI have lost track of the reality...Identity...One of the complex naturesAnd yet I find security in...Irony...The existence of you and the loss of all senses...The existence of you and the loss of speech...The existence of you with

Sidetracked Lives

2005-06-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

As you and I enjoy life and every good thing we had to wade in to the pleasure of hearts, there are some who are less fortunate walking down the path towards a bleak future.On that rainy morning of last week, an ill-looking family flashed before my eyes under the waiting shed near the Citibank building. Their image drenched down to the deepest part of my senses, making my festive mood to vanish

Mga Bagay na Gusto kong Sabihin kay Boss pero.. di pwede eh!

2005-06-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

1. Ano!? Yan lang di niyo pa kayang gawin at iuutos niyo pa sa akin?2. Hellooo! Gawin niyo na iyan no para naman huwag niyong makalimutan kung paano mag-isip.3. Sir, makinig kaya kayo sa akin!? Pwede?4. Puwede ba, busy ako? Mamaya na po yan.5. Gumawa kayo ng sarili niyong presentation!6. If challenges are more important than financial rewards, then why don't you just trade in your salary for my

Running Rebel

2005-06-30T05:43:00.000+08:00

If you didn’t mold me like this,Then I will not fight back;For I remember all your strange wits,And it always haunts my consciousnessIf you didn’t forged me with foul talks, scolds and insane ferocity;Then I will not fight back.It’s the only defense I know,To keep my sanity intact.Those wounds you inflicted in me will forever be here,It won’t heal even through the passage of time.My wounds are

Panaghoy sa Ulanan

2005-06-30T03:10:00.000+08:00

You're back to catching raindrops again. To each one a name, and there is one you are dying to find, but how? For each one is a possibility, a chance dividing infinitely in all directions every second.Running barefoot, it doesn't matter, nobody can see you. Cry, only to find out it won't matter, either, the rain will drown your tears anyway. Release your pain in one solid cry and it won't matter

The Irony

2005-06-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

From the stillness of a glare that taunts meunpredictable thoughts runs through mequestioning my intent and yoursI beseech for answers but no one understandsI scream for help but no one can hearOnce again I stare at your face with a smilebut behind my eyes are tears of coldnessWith one question left un answered...Why do I feel so alone when I'm with you?

Emong's 20 Hottest Women in History

2005-06-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

Woman: EveEra: The Beginning of timeWhy she was hot: How can you not appreciate a sexy woman that cavorted about in the nude?Woman: Lana, the Cro Magnon WomanEra: PrehistoricWhy she was hot: She was so uninhibited, hot, animalistic sex. She was not into talking for after aforementioned sex.Woman: SapphoEra: 610-640 B.C., ancient

Idlip (Daywalkers' Ode)

2005-06-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

You come to me every night with such tenderness that I long for your touch come daylight. My head and my body, they never cease to think of you. Whatever I do, you’re always on my mind.During daylight, you arrive when I need you most, making me oblivious of what is actually happening around me. When with you, it’s like I’m transported into another world, completely leaving the other one

Never Wanna Say goodbye by JoJo

2005-05-26T03:48:00.000+08:00

Never been in loveCause a girl like meNever had someone to care forNever thought there could beSomeone special for meAnd now I'm all in loveCause a girl like meWaited patiently for someoneSomeone to care for meAnd there will never beNo more lonely, no more just meI've been there beforeAin't goin no moreAnd now that you're here INever wanna say goodbye loveNever wanna be without youNo more cryin,

Evening having fallen

2005-05-13T03:36:00.000+08:00

the shadow smiles as interests ablazethe heart is a proxy of one's native selfthe progeny of beyond bleeds silk tearsas the undying gears of man screech in the echoes of the unverse speech is beyond unheard voicesthroat is beyond from that of parchedtouch not with ignorant surmisebreathe the putrid core of chameleon upright dents in mirrors to schism reflects

Don't click me

2005-04-29T17:51:00.000+08:00

don't wanna be a loser no'mo ... show me love

Oblivious

2005-04-13T13:14:00.000+08:00

carouselstake you away in their blissful spinwide-eyed horses on poles of silverflecks of paint chipping awaythe lights pass you in blurs of whitebut you do not noticei watch from outside the gatelooking at you ignoring mepretending you were somewhere elsethe ride slows downyou look at me but do not seei do not hold on to what you thinkraindropsstain the windshield as we drive homeyou sit silent,

Gettin' Wasted

2005-02-21T18:34:00.000+08:00

Torn between affection and love I struggle to search for the answer. A battle with a scornful ending Sometimes I see myself as cynical but being found him made me wonder... Is this a test of my strenght? Or a test of my weakness? You might consider them similar espcially if you see them as tests. If it's a test of strenght then it is also a test of your weakness. For me, it can be a test of

Show you Love

2005-02-14T18:39:00.000+08:00

My very first post after a year is an ad. Haha...For those gospel music fans out there, Jars of Clay will be here in Manila on the 2nd of March for their Show you Love concert tour. I think its Barbie's Cradle who'll be the front act. Ticket prices are: PATRON A P2350 (with reserved seats)PATRON B P2050 (with reserved seats)PATRON C

sweet little honey girl

2005-02-02T14:01:00.000+08:00

sweet little honey girl you fall down on your knees crawling on the floor begging please, my darling, please you hold on tight into the night under the stars sweet little honey girl you lie there all worn out your essence is still flowing while your heart is full of doubt you close your eyes without the light you're a star sweet little honey girl you barely touch yourself not wanting to look

The Battle of the Fallen

2004-11-05T05:26:00.000+08:00

rom eroles has always been the number one guy to fall in the consumer team. that is, he was until the arrival of rex feraer. in the first ever match-up in the consumer team, who is number one? who is the fallen among the fallen? you decide. the results will be displayed after a week. Who is the fallen among the fallen? Rom Rex Free polls

6 P.M.

2004-11-03T18:27:00.000+08:00

three hours of sleep room to room, i wander listening to one song and then another my hands are shriveled my skin feels dry my thoughts are chaotic and, of course, i know why i feel hungry yet i know not what i crave perhaps my desire is something i should keep depraved when i hear the echoes in my head i wonder if they're deafening screams or breathless whispers my passion burns with a

2004-11-03T03:11:00.000+08:00

Please support the Piso for Rex's Food Project.

Clear Eyes

2004-09-29T04:00:00.000+08:00

I look from behind the fence looking to the light ... It keeps me from wondrin' if it will bring delight ... 'Cause I feel this great sorrow eating me from within ... I hear my soul from the abyss screamin' When will this ever end ... I've been searchin' I've been dreamin' but it all seems for waste all it brings is neverending disgrace I wish I could reach my hand out ... Out into the light

Drowning...

2004-07-23T03:44:00.000+08:00

A melancholy chill creeps inside me... Screaming to be free. Trapped by my own despair and my own self dispute I struggle to hide how I really feel consequently the cold chill devours me Many times I retaliate... most time I fail Still waiting for someone to redeem me from this zeal which brings only loneliness like flowers bend to dry like butterflies die in fall I'm drowning in my own

CONGRATULATIONS AQUA!!!

2004-07-22T03:44:00.000+08:00

Overwhelmed by the eminence of a voyage: To be the sole winner of league that was played by heart and was ventured by the body. The abounding sweat and sleepless days has finally payed off. We were able to prove that the propechy is not true: we will not make it.. We were able to conquer and levitate from the rest. With inspired souls we managed to reach our ultimate goal. With the blessing of

Congratulations to Team Aqua!

2004-07-22T02:08:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to Team Aqua, TrendLabs OpenLeague Bastketball Tournament Champions!

white

2004-07-17T05:36:00.000+08:00

i face an empty canvas, not knowing what to write, what to put there. my thoughts are disorganized, my emotions in disarray. i know not what or how to think, even less to feel. my fingers are not flying furiously over the keyboard like they usually do when i know what to say, when the piece has been turned over upside-down, processed and recycled in my mind and comes out ready for writing. this,

go AQUA!!!

2004-07-14T04:00:00.000+08:00

good luck to the best team in the company. don't forget the beer!

the beginning of glorious thoughts

2004-07-12T14:34:00.000+08:00

** From my friend Vincent(ex AV-PH), after reading my latest blog entry. Interesting point indeed :). Read on : But then again when thy mind is succumb by the so called despair, a new world would open up. Where distress is much appreciated and hatred would be a valued norm. When the thy soul is conquered by the bitter reality of despair, a new view would open up. And by this time, even the

waiting for the evening of the world

2004-07-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

"Weakness, reactivity, melancholy, regret...despair" Weakness leads to reactivity. Reactivity leads to melancholy.. which in turn leads to regret. Then there comes despair. Smiles vanish. Sparkles in eyes drop into tasteless tears. Everything seems to move in pace of diminshed time, as if the movement of the universe is decremented by millions of parsecs. Despair. Regret. Melancholy. Despair.

2004-06-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

this isn't a poem. more like a collection of phrases. come and see i know by now you've stood up and left i can't relate and i can't see there's an awful lot of things going on that i don't understand nor care about my mind is darkened, my vision blurred i think you're so mean when you shut me out of your life even though we both know we're close and that we care about each other we

The Warmth

2004-05-30T08:02:00.000+08:00

I'm now feeling the warm sun on both sides of my face. There are no words to describe the feeling - only shouts of ecstacy and pure bliss on my pillow covered face. I can feel her hand on mine even if she's a few kilometers away. :)

Testimonial

2004-05-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

I just completed her testimonial (after knowing her since January). Please go on dear reader :) Andee defines what is it to be a woman of substance. She is the only person I can talk about both the most trivial and important matters - always a source of healthy debate and provider of animated ideas. More than often I am left in awe, finding myself eating my own words, and stumped by the

Cause and effect

2004-05-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

Loving someone and not being loved back is like feeling the warm sun on half of your face while the other half is exposed to the coldest of the night. No matter how much euphoria is generated on the first half, the other half is eating in the palm of melancholy. I am being consumed by incoherence. I am completely unarmed and my defenses are totally stripped away from me. I am on the verge of

Something to think about

2004-05-16T18:36:00.000+08:00

As you all know (due to my loud mouth).. I am facing a relentless struggle in trying to do all the things by myself due to a "minor" (in my opinion) casualty of a friendship that I think I never had in the first place. No.. I am not referring to Miles but rather his boyfriend who suddenly in a blink of an eye turned against me and miles "Best friend". So I'm facing a never ending quest of

crazy for you

2004-05-13T14:52:00.000+08:00

you can update your profiles if you want to, since as you can see, blogger made a few updates (for the better, i might add). all of our past comments are gone, so sorry about that. hmmm...what else? i can't think of anything right now. songs have been running around in my head that every one of them seems to refer to things that i don't want to remember. winning the third prize during the outing

design changes

2004-05-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

i'd like to apologize for the change in how the blog looks like. there was an error earlier today and i had to change a few things otherwise the blog won't display at all. please bear with me as i look for a new design for our blog. besides, there's still rom.

How do you know what true love is?

2004-05-04T05:23:00.000+08:00

True love is loving a person unconditionally. True love means no boundaries. True love means you miss every minute that the person you love is not around. True love makes your heart beat faster and you knees crumble to the ground. True love is a journey not a destination. True love is creating the right relationship. True love is when there are a million things you want to say to someone, but

Answers of a suppressed heart

2004-05-02T02:39:00.000+08:00

A couple of nights ago I was plagued by another question. My mind refused yet my heart was screaming to answer it. All the emotions, conflicting, surging in my heart like a storm for several weeks that seemed forever. She asked me the reason why I needed to see her. The question was so simple, yet deemed impossible to answer simply because I cannot begin. I cannot find the words from the

on the lighter side of things...

2004-04-30T17:07:00.000+08:00

if it's not love, it's angst. if it's not sorrow, it's melodrama. i think it's time for a little of rom, our resident mascot.

Wherever You Will Go (I really hope I'm not letting my real Lana go)

2004-04-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

So lately, I've been wonderin Who will be there to take my place When I'm gone, you'll need love To light the shadows on your face If a great wave shall fall It would fall upon us all And between the sand and stone Could you make it on your own [chorus:] If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go Way up high or down low I'll go wherever you will go And maybe, I'll find out The way to

Loving You (dedicated for someone not so far away...)

2004-04-28T00:53:00.000+08:00

Its been quite awhile You've really kept me wanting you You've got some style You're so unique, so beautiful, so warm, so deep Stay with me tonight Let me know the kind of love That love we'll be needing and forever be A dream that you have made reality Loving you...woooooh... Such an easy thing to do No you, never know It's driving me crazy Cuz it grows and grows No I won't let it stop No I'm

because i'd really like to meet them

2004-04-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

turning 24 feels the same as turning 23. i think my birthdays began feeling the same when i turned 20 or 21. the humdrum, the monotony, the incessant rambling and the constant bickering all add up to a somewhat senseless existence. the one thing that's changing is that people from my past have been reappearing: a college friend is now working for citibank, my kabarkada from college is now almost

A dash of boredom, a touch of nonsense...

2004-04-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

1039pm. Home alone. My siblings are out on their usual weekend night outs. My folks are watching Piolo's Concert, which of course caused me to laugh hysterically upon hearing my mom's plan. The thought was completely uncalled for. The mysteries of the Stonehenge, Pyramids, Mayan Civilization, African Dogon tribe knowing precise interstellar coordinates to moons in Andromeda and now lo and behold

blindness and solitude

2004-04-13T17:46:00.000+08:00

i never really bothered to look across your way then i felt my world was changing like it wouldn't be the same but then you never really saw me and i felt like i've been used so i saw myself departing and you left me without you you came back with all your beauty but i wasn't there for you i'm involved in this endless struggle or should i believe in you? i grew blind in all your fairness put a

summer getaway

2004-04-13T02:45:00.000+08:00

i'm not a beach person. i hate the heat, the sand, the sea air. but with presence of friends, all the things i hate i have really enjoyed with them. we decided to go on an impromptu puerto galera getaway for black saturday til easter sunday. this will be my first time to go on an outing with only 3 companions. how unexciting, i thought. i was proven wrong, as we continue with the adventure. i

holy thursday

2004-04-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

what's nice about holidays like this is there's no traffic congestion. it was a breeze traveling to the office but a struggle going to work. all of the people you know are in vacation spots and you are on night shift duty...working. bummer. i remember when i was a kid, we used to fetch my sister from the hospital (she's a nurse) during holidays since she works on night and commuting would be

Untitled

2004-04-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

again... in my pursuit to find slumber i toss and turn thoughts of the past, present & future they continuously torment me... argghhhh!!! again and again and again am i feeling guilt and remorse??? silence impairs me... split second moments i am colorblind to all that surrounds me... numb to everything that one should feel... not making any sense at all... yes! paranoid and delusional searching

Here's mine...

2004-04-07T04:01:00.000+08:00

I've tried the test too and I'm a Siren :-) I am "The Siren" A man is often secretly oppressed by the role he has to play - by always having to be responsible, in control, and rational. The Siren is the ultimate male fantasy figure because she offers a total release form the limitations of his life. In her presence, which is always heightened and sexually charged, the male feels transported to

i took a test...

2004-04-04T19:06:00.000+08:00

...something that i usually don't do. i find them boring, inaccurate and a complete waste of time. but you might want to try this one. my results... I am the Rake A woman never quite feels desired and appreciated enough. She wants attention, but a man is too often distracted and unresponsive. The Rake is a great female fantasy-figure - when he desires a woman, brief though that moment may be,

0x0018

2004-04-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Define existence. It feels as if it has been forever since my last birthday. Time moves so slowly as if telling me to take it for granted. Since the beginning, my typical "day" after april fools was spent in self-assessment. It was a day spent completely alone -- usually starts by visiting church and thanking God for the past year and praying for another. I would then wander aimlessly in an

visions of dream

2004-04-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

Since a lot of people have posted relating to dreams. I have written this draft a few months back. Hoping to compile my "it-doesn't-make-sense" dream theme... The professor hand out the test papers walking along the aisle. I, as usual am not prepared. I don’t have a pen and paper with me. Can I use that as an excuse for the lack of knowledge learned on this class? A friend gives me a pen and a

Wala lang ulet...

2004-04-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

I just love reading blog, it makes me feel that I'm really getting to know you guys better. So for those who haven't posted yet, don't be shy and just write down something.. it can be anything, even the wildest sex you ever had.. haha! joke! Speaking of dreams, I had this dream once that everything was dark and I felt I was floating...It also felt like the only thing I feel moving would be my

2004-04-02T18:18:00.000+08:00

do you ever cry? is the most difficult poem i've written so far. it took a question from bonnie, a song from michelle branch, three days of continuous rhyming and phrase construction and one girl as inspiration to write. i'm glad that i finally finished it.

do you ever cry?

2004-04-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

do i look like i don't? that i look uncaring with all my jokes and insults that i seem devoid of feeling? do i look like i don't? that i look unchanging incapable of having emotions that give sorrow meaning you turn me away when i try to approach stand up and leave me there hanging on air when i dare to go near your defenses go up as if it's wrong to show you i care and one of these days i

Dreams

2004-04-02T16:23:00.000+08:00

Lately I’ve been day dreaming of someone I barely know… someone whom I got to know because I was compelled to read the Speed and Gadget magazine while waiting for the Omega specialist to find what’s wrong with my watch, which only 2 days ago received a maintenance check and a new battery. That gave me a good 2 hours to go through the latest trends in gadgetry as well as a college bud’s interview

Will you ever know???

2004-04-02T05:53:00.000+08:00

I opened my eyes and felt a smile on my face. It's another day and I'll be seeing him again, I hope. I pray that destiny will be kind enough to let our paths cross again today. But what's the use, when I can't even apply all the things I have learned from my colleciton of Pdf files and materials about flirting.. hahahaha! *Loooooooooong sigh* Stop day dreaming and get out of bed or I'll be

the thin line of loving and leaving

2004-03-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

your wondrous self on the corner of the room beaming with life and energy my gaze affixed toward your direction i sit, wanting...needing... you opened your heart and let mine come in we exchanged vows and looked you in the eyes i stare, caring...loving... each day im with you teling stories and fun times promised to share our lives together the past the present and future i embrace, trusting..

2:30 AM

2004-03-31T04:24:00.000+08:00

i felt like dreaming. i opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling. am i awake or am i dreaming? i heard the music that i had left playing on my computer and i knew i was back in reality. i did not dream this night; there were no ghosts from the past, no echoes in the hallway, no mirrors in the shadow; just the blissful darkness of slumber. when i awoke there were no cobwebs in my eyes, no moment

A Nice Poem to share.....

2004-03-30T08:32:00.000+08:00

If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too: If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise; If you can dream -- and not

NAMES...

2004-03-30T04:57:00.000+08:00

Check out your names and your personality. Dennis God of wine, wine lover : Greek Very much the individual you have enormous energy and vision and must find a suitable use for your talents. You have great potential for success in business if you can guard against indecision and worry. Your generous nature means that you are never short of friends and with cooperation your relationships can

"Kuya"

2004-03-27T06:01:00.000+08:00

Just to ellaborate my stand on not being attracted to a friend.. the story goes back during my college days. Even then, I always hangout with guys instead of girls, I had like 10 female friends and 2 of them are lesbians hahahaha. In my "barkada" we are 5 girls with around 20 plus male friends. We hang out with them and drink with them. There was this guy, I call him "Kuya" . He is the

space...

2004-03-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

thoughts have been running in my mind... emotions empowering, which makes me blind... blind of how i really feel for him... blind on how i can reel him in... months have passed since that day... when all in life was only 'ney'... gratitude for Him was overflowing... for all the joy I had been enjoying... recently, things have changed... priorities have been arranged.. it was with differences

My heart yells...............

2004-03-26T11:34:00.000+08:00

I just had the worst nightmare the other night. I woke up feeling sad, angry and a little bit sweaty. In my dream, I had a huge fight with my boyfriend. He slowly caressed some girl's leg right in front of me. Actually, the girl is someone I knew. I got really pissed off and started yelling at him. The girl responded that it was just my boyfriend's friendly gesture...the nerve! hehehe! Anyways, I

mirrors of memory

2004-03-26T10:45:00.002+08:00

here i stand, alone in the dark restless shadows shifting dreadfully my mind searches for an open door my heart flutters as i wander aimlessly i stumble upon a path long forgotten long buried in the depths of my existence with each step, my mind remembers emotions cast away, return with persistence memories pass like broken mirrors floating on an endless sea of black reflections cast light on

wanted: despair

2004-03-26T10:45:00.000+08:00

it's encouraging to see contributions from einstein and mhaex. for a long time, this blog has been a tag-team effort by me and sieghart, so it's refreshing to see input from other people. i didn't know mhaex wrote so much; i had no idea there was a creative spark in her somewhere. i think i saw the gulaman factory once. i didn't stay there too long though. the lack of updates was kinda

the gulaman factory

2004-03-26T07:35:00.000+08:00

marie seems to be getting the feel of posting here in night shift assembly. it looks as if she's "dj-ing". ~smile~ allow me to elaborate and quote "Since I really don't have anything to write... here's another poem I created when I was still "inspired" lolz. Well I guess it's a general feeling, I always feel the same way again and again and again... " and the next poem is brought to you by YC

Wala lang...

2004-03-26T03:39:00.000+08:00

Since I really don't have anything to write... here's another poem I created when I was still "inspired" lolz. Well I guess it's a general feeling, I always feel the same way again and again and again... hehehehe SOLITUDE Under the velvet remorse of your love I hide I feel the sweet scent of care and affection Like the wind, it calms me The only mundane folly of my heart. The object of my

i should be depressed...

2004-03-23T06:54:00.000+08:00

it's generally easier for me to write something when i'm depressed. i know i'm not the only one, but people like me wallow in depression and in there find inspiration. in one of her darker moods, a friend of mine wrote a poem about what her life would be like if she was a prostitute. it was very vivid and graphic. her words and pace spared no shame or regret; they were honest and fitting. i

yellow, white, and black

2004-03-23T03:30:00.000+08:00

today i woke up in pain. let me rephrase that. i was not in pain - i was pain!!! my body hurts like hell even after a good massage the night before. i owe this all to the war games in the two-day technical camp. my original plan was not to get dirty, which means no soil contact. i was pretty lenient with the unhygienic gears and wore it anyway. unfortunately, the competitor in me kicked in and

Are you alive???

2004-03-23T01:38:00.000+08:00

Let's talk about the Tech U seminar we had. I really liked the part when we had the talk with Anthony Pangilinan.. he asked "What do you really want to do with your life?" A question that I always tried to answer but I'm not sure if I already succeeded answering. As a child I always wanted to be a nun, yes believe it or not it's true. I guess you've noticed how bad I am when it comes to

P.S.

2004-03-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

By the way.. when I finished the poem.. I then realized that it wasn't so pathetic after all.. like they say.. love can kill and it may kill the person inlove. :-(

Pag walang magawa..

2004-03-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

I'm really not a poet and I'm not trying to be one.. I just do this as a hobby since highschool.. I have a journal of poems that I created but I lost it (knowing me i lose a lot of things). When I'm on the night shift I create some if I feel like it.. I'm not going to post all of them since baka sabihin nyo corny.. Here's one that I created during the time a friend of mine told me that her

Heart beating fast.. butterflies in the stomach... day dreaming...

2004-03-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

It's funny how this thing works that even those who are gifted in what they say perception and expression will run out of words to describe it. I want to share the lyrics of this song by True Faith which well describes how someone feels when gets hit by this undescribeable feeling. Ehem... To those who are inlove (whether in fiction or not). Sisilipin uulitin lang Aawatin bibigay naman Sana

a question left unanswered...

2004-03-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

"What is that thing that people find in their lives that God doesn't?" I feel I've pondered on the question for the longest time. All my efforts gone to waste. I am at my wits end. I've heard countless answers - but not a single one seemed to even satisfy the question at minimal extent. Even the almighty Google couldn't dent a scratch on it -- so my only hope was God giving me enough wisdom

restless

2004-03-18T08:37:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking about punching my monitor ever since i started my shift today. images of my blood-stained fist going through the glass have been repeating themselves in my head. i can also imagine myself getting fried to death, which prevents me from actually doing what i want to do. my head's spinning a bit, as if some mild drowsiness has overcome me. i can't function, i can't work, i can't

2004-03-16T08:04:00.000+08:00

i gave the site a facelift. for violent reactions, you know where to find me.

A Successful Failure

2004-03-13T08:02:00.000+08:00

I've been there. Done that. And now… doing it again??? You won't believe how many times have I told myself not to play this game but, It appears the more I resist, the more I am being drawn into it. Anyway, falling in love with him was not on my list of plans. How I fell for his trap? I don't have the slightest idea. It wasn’t love at first sight believe me. He didn’t have that major impact on

who will see the beauty? who will see the madness?

2004-03-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

i've been in between day and dream for the past three days. since coming home from the EK thing i wasn't able to get enough sleep. it's normal behavior to get excited prior to an event, hence the unrest, the uncertainty. i never experienced that. what i have is post-event and i don't know what it is. i got home around 11:30 pm sunday evening and slept around 1 am, after checking my email,

2004-03-09T05:32:00.000+08:00

things are looking up for prince. i wonder if he didn't wash his face to retain the kiss.the blog girl and i have been communicating. she seems nice and intelligent. we'll see.i should've spent the early part of today resting but a phone call got me up and running to U.P. i stopped by my old org and didn't really take notice of anybody, even those who i knew. i don't know. i just wasn't in the

Those Few Fine Days

2004-03-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

/* Thanks to Jp for the very "interesting" blog back there... Reading it added more heat to the already burning summer temperature. I feel like I want to explode - but let's save that for the rainy days :) */ My body hurts like hell. It's only been a day after cart racing in EK. Bum rush still runs in my veins. Mixed feelings of fear, excitement, and thirst for thrill - very fresh in my head.

someone's blog. someone's life.

2004-03-04T03:14:00.000+08:00

a friend of mine gave me this link. it belonged to someone that he chatted with. it's more or less a blog about an 18-year old's descent into sexuality. it's kinda graphic; it feels like you're reading an erotic story from hustler (because of the profanity). i'm usually a skeptic when it comes to blogs like this and i do admit that i find her description of herself very hard to believe. still,

Sci-Fi Madness - Princer style

2004-02-24T02:33:00.000+08:00

Friday. My body forced myself to stay at home amidst the voice in my head repeating the words, "It's the last day! It's the last day! 8 more hours of work... force yourself to move!!". The words were strong ; however, my body wasn't. Add to that my aching throat that made swallowing food feel like eating live sea urchins. The inability to sleep forced me to brush up on my sci-fi books, Asimov

the fellowship, in conclusion

2004-02-17T02:46:00.000+08:00

i finally finished reading the lord of the rings. it's an epic, no doubt. the ultimate story about the stewardship of the earth, it's been called. such truth. before i go on, i'll post a few things that you guys would probably want to know about. this is in random order. - aragorn, upon ascending to his throne, granted the region of ithilien to faramir, who he named as prince of gondor. -

Silent voices in my head

2004-02-15T04:23:00.000+08:00

3am. Can't sleep. Perhaps I'm so used to getting drunk on a saturday night... what the hell. I'm going to take a dump for a couple of minutes. (now away from keyboard). A semi wet soap-smelling ass and a few pages of Asimov later... I can't get this friggin voice out of my head. It's telling me something that I don't want to hear...or probably I really want to hear it but I can't just go accept

2004-01-30T06:09:00.000+08:00

i scored 21 on prince's friendship test. as of press time, his GCs are still intact.

Princer's 101 Final Acceptance Exam

2004-01-29T08:57:00.000+08:00

Get a FREE Php300 Gift Check if you get at least 95-100 pts: http://princeter.friendtest.com/ - edited the post to create the hyperlink

titles. titles. titles.

2004-01-27T03:05:00.000+08:00

i added the titles field for everyone. you guys should be able to place titles in your blog entries now (if you can't, there's something wrong with j00). pardon the l33t 5p34k. i revert to it every now and then. it's read as "LEET SPEAK", short for ELITE SPEAK, the jargon of self-proclaimed computer elites to separate themselves from the common folk, AKA "LAMERS". no, i don't fancy myself as

2004-01-26T17:40:00.000+08:00

"in a vast septic tank we find our own jewels" i need to run a short survey. please state the name of the presidential candidate you will vote for in the coming 2004 elections and why are you voting for him/her. for my own take on the matter... i wouldn't vote for gma because she has an unfair advantage being the incumbent president. i wouldn't vote for roco because he can't even handle a

2004-01-26T03:30:00.000+08:00

Home at last. There isn't an ounce of sleep in my head so I'm back typing in stuff that doesn't matter. Did you guys know that beer was invented accidentally by nomadic hunters way back 10,000 BC? They discovered that if rain-sodden grain was left alone for a while, it results in a beverage with "magical" properties. After 6 bottles of san mig lite and 1.5 bottles of san mig strong ice (wappakk

2004-01-25T15:44:00.000+08:00

flick attack "i cannot give you what you seek" ...aragorn to eowyn (rotk) i was supposed to write a review of rotk for my personal blog. found some interesting things to write about it. aside from the major-ouch-line of aragorn, i thought the movie couldn’t give a disclaimer that no animals were hurt in the filming of the movie. when in fact mammoths were mutilated by the skater boy legolas.

2004-01-25T15:38:00.000+08:00

Somwhere, lost in the wind I am watching you Sunlight touching your hair And I remember somehow we said that we would live astray But somehow we'd lost our way Promises too often spoken are easily broken apart Im ready this time, I know that I am no longer undecided I dont want to be a fool wondering what might have been trace of forever lingering drawing me closer to you a new beginning Now I

2004-01-25T13:37:00.000+08:00

Dark Sunday morning. My mom's constant high-frequency nagging never fails to awaken me. Five hours of sleep versus 30 hours awake isn't exactly in my Sunday-to-do list. Her words are easily filtered out in my system like annoying spam. In desperation I grabbed my huge stinking pillow to cover my ears, only to discover the futility of my efforts. Only when I managed to pull myself together did I

2004-01-24T07:42:00.000+08:00

hi peeps!!! ^_^

2004-01-24T06:36:00.000+08:00

well, it's been a hectic friday so far. edwin gave me a copy of the philippine collegian this week. it brought back memories of my days in UP, even the time when i considered contributing something to the kulê, as we called it back then. the pages were full of dissent, discontent, sarcasm and humor (although the latter has declined since the last kulê issue i read). college...do i dare even